im sooooo freakking bored and i wanna kill myself.

aniwaes, i believe its a brand new year to me and all i wanna say is. . .

GOODBYE TO THE PEOPLE I HATE ! and HELLO TO THE PEOPLE I LOVED !

i wanna kill myself. . .ggrrr !

im starting to feel like im such a useless brag lately. how i wish i could just kill myself. i may seemed to be a very cheerful person infront of everyone. cracking jokes and laughing out loud. but what they dont know is that im deep down being soo lonely and at the same time feel so down and worrying about my family prob. haish.

how i wish all that would end sooner. i know that people say "settle the problems u have step by step" . but how am i supposed to setlle them when they keep on coming in day by day. aiyaaa !

i wanna run away from all this problem lah ! ggggggggrrrrrrrr! how i wish someone wud stand by my side and talk with me regarding my problem. hoping to understand my situation and at the same time guide me through. "klau tak bleh tolong pon takpe! but at least i would appreciate if u just sit and be a listening ear for me". haish.

WOOTS ! TODAY OFF ! and im going out with my SISTER ! going town later on. gonna catch a movie and go shopping jyeah ! i wanna buy a new belt, shoes and maybe some pants :) since she wanna pay for me. ape salah nye klau mintak lebih . . . hahah

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !

goodbye 2009 ! and HELLO 2010 !

hahah ! im soooo tired ! work like crazy during new year eve. Boss want me to "work for love" . hmmm. . great day aniwaes. haha ! tired. wanna hibernate now. chiows !

what the hell ! 2 days off frm work ! gerek per sialx ! hahha. . so what did i do for this two days? hmmm. . ..lets seee. . . .here goes the story. .

TUESDAY

I accompanied my mum to hospital cos need to get my daddy out of there. haha . waited for the doctors for HOURS ! den the doctor arrived -.- . yadayadyada. . daddy was release, den we head down to novena square to eat ( cos me and mummy had not had our meal for the whole day! ). So we head to "Fork & Spoon". the food damn nice ! but the service damn farking bad ! OMG ! this lady was SOOO STUPID ! i wonder why they ever assign her to do the cashier when she herself dun even noe how to speak ENGLISH ! fark ! den yadayadayada. . . head back home . reach home, solat den i went off. again -.- to get my hair cut at "SNIP AVENUE" . cheapcheap goodgood shop =) . wah ! my hair frm selekeh become sooo the nice kepe sial ! hahah ! after that head down to whitesand to get my FIRST EVER! MANAGER SCHEDULE ! chey3. . . hahah ! coincidentally izzy just finish work. so i walked him home and took bus home. THATS ALL FOR TUESDAY ! =)


TODAY !

today was quite simple. woke up alil late. around 2pm plus. hoho! siak peh anak bujang. haha. woke up and realise no one was home -.- irritating kepe ! den took the advantage. since no one was at home, i turned on my stereo and started screaming my lungs out ! hahah ! den kid called asking me whether wanna go KARAOKE or not ! fuh ! mcm tau tau jer. . hahah. . so head down to whitesand to meet her. but before that, i met my bestfriend for a while under my block. hoho ! "when was the last time aku nmpk kau eh min ? i oso forgot . . haha " den head to pasir ris. met up with fifi and kid before heading down to bedok to catch up with diana and adylah.

jyeah ! den the session started ! wah ! gua pekik mcm tu gua peh rumah siol ! hahaha ! really had fun and i was wondering when was the last time i had so much fun like that. haha . aniwaes. thanks kak for making my off day a really wonderful day and i really REALLY appreciate it. THANK YOU !